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Gerald

Inscribed On Tombstone:
Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker
Real Occupation: Media Student

Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist

Quotable Quotes

"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous

"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself

"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche

"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil

"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn

"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V

"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus

"God does not play dice."
- Einstein

"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov

"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin

"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai

"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane

"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres

"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut

"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque

"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare

"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes

"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu

"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith

"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl

"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd

"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill

"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch

"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean

"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.

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Monday, December 27, 2004
If she only knew, what I knew but couldn't say
If she could just see, the part of me that I hid away
If I could just hold her in my arms again, and just say I love you
But she's gone away, maybe she'd stay, if she only knew...


Presenting Song 'O The Moment... moment 'cause this is roughly how I feel right now. I can't very well moan and say life is mis-treating me, because it isn't... whatever inner turmoil I feel is purely my own making.

You know, sometimes, we expected the impossible. Well not impossible, but very improbable anyway. It's nuts to expect it could come to pass, insane even... yet we act like kids, hoping it will come true just because we want so hard for it to come true. Irrational, yes. As I said before, take away hope and you kill a person. Yet sometimes... it's better if we could do without it.

I dunno why I feel this way. I'm past my teens, the raging hormones have fallen mostly silent, so I shouldn't feel this way. Can't explain it, yet there it is. Why do bad things have to come in threes? Guess that's the way of the world. There is nobody to blame. Can't very well blame those who have helped me, can't blame those who have nothing to do with it, can't blame God because that's just dumb, can't blame myself... because I'm not sure if I can live with my blame anymore. Those people who can take their damn emotions, shove 'em into a cupboard and not care about them? Nuts to you people, 'cause I can't. Wanna hate you, but I can't...

I guess I should go back to church. Perhaps this is God's way of telling me. I never really stopped believing, I just stopped believing enough, I guess. Though I wanna go crying to God, I can't... something's holding me back. Perhaps it's just my stubborn bull-headed ego, but I can't...

So many things I wanna have in this world, and few of them are extravagant to ask for. Is it so hard to be loved? I'm not sure... If I had not been a jerkoff so many years back, things might have been different. But it's too late to go back... it always was.

Experience is, perhaps, the best teacher. But it's none the less painful for that. Learnt many things, all the hard way. Cut me some slack, throw me a slow ball... just that one break in my life, that's all I ask... you can take all my requests and shove them, just grant me this one tiny wish... Anything but my soul will do. Well, almost anything.

God, are you out there? It's your little lost sheep, who's crying and can't or won't find his way home...



Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
11:24 PM

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