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Gerald

Inscribed On Tombstone:
Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker
Real Occupation: Media Student

Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist

Quotable Quotes

"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous

"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself

"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche

"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil

"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn

"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V

"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus

"God does not play dice."
- Einstein

"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov

"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin

"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai

"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane

"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres

"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut

"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque

"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare

"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes

"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu

"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith

"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl

"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd

"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill

"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch

"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean

"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.

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Saturday, January 01, 2005
Could I hold you for a lifetime, could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share, this night together
Could I hold you close beside me, could I hold you for all time
Could I, could I have this kiss, forever...

There's something infinitely nice about a song that you used to love, but lost contact with for such a long time, and just recently you heard it on the radio. Of course, I had to go download the song (Copyrights, schme-pyrights.)

In a way, that can be applied to real life, too. Someone whom you haven't had the pleasure of acknowledging for a long time, it's mostly a nice surprise when you see them again. Absence, as they say, makes the heart grow fonder, if the heart was fond to begin with. Too often this rule is applied too haphazardly, which is why we see so many of the following:

NS-Guy: Baby, I have to enlist in Pulau Tekong tommorow
Baby: I will miss you so veryyyy much...
NS-Guy: I will miss you too, but it's something us guys gotta do
Baby: I will call you every night, I will always think of you...

3 long & lonely weeks, and a sighting of Baby in the arms of another man, later...

Damn Sad NS-Guy: WTF????

See what I mean? Painful though it may be, separation is the true litmus test of one's feelings. Everyone can feel the deepest of emotions for someone if that person is but 2 feet away. It takes alot more to feel that way if the person in question is 2000 km away.

What a conumdrum love is. It evokes the highest of highs, but also stimulates the deepest wounds you will ever feel. Can't have your cake and eat it too, I guess, so there is no gain without risk. It's also alot less glamourous, partly because it is much harder to sit on a beach thinking of that someone, with romantic music playing in the background, in real life.

And of course, as someone mentioned so forthcomingly to me, love's alot more selfish than it's made out to be. Ironic a feeling that's supposed to promote selflessness int the name of love, is actually something that's focused on me, myself and I. After all, the main reason we start to have feelings for someone is because we ache to satisfy our internal urges.

Odd that such insights can come from a guy who, except for a brief fling, has been single throughout his life. I suppose that's ironic, too. The world's full of contradictions, what's one more in the name of love? As they might say, the blind man in the kingdom of the seeing is sometimes more clear-sighted.

I will not give up. You hear me? I will not give up!


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
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