Inscribed On Tombstone:
Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker Real Occupation: Media Student
Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist
Quotable Quotes
"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous
"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself
"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche
"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil
"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn
"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V
"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus
"God does not play dice."
- Einstein
"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov
"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin
"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai
"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane
"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres
"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut
"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque
"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare
"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes
"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu
"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith
"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl
"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd
"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill
"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch
"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean
"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.
You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant...
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me...
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me...
- Evanescence, Missing
Isn't someone missing me?
I know I'm missing someone...
It's so intriguing to be able to know what that other someone is thinking. Are you sure you would want the gift of knowledge, for there is no turning back once one has crossed the invisible boundary of intelligence. Try as you might, you can't help but act on what you know, even at a subconscious level. Might she be thinking along the same lines as I am, just afraid to say it out because of simple fear of the unknown? Or might those thoughts be murderously negatively towards me?
I don't know, and perhaps the fact that I can't know migitates the decision somewhat. Imagine though, if she were feeling what I felt, wanting to but not daring to say what I can't voice myself... what if?
It's so easy to like someone, but not so easy to un-like someone. For some reason, God decided to formulate the brain chemistry to be horribly reluctant to relinquish its hold on romance. I guess that makes sense, for what value would love hold if it were but a leaf to be discarded in the wind?
Think about that.
On another note, say The Powers That Be have granted you just one wish in this whole world, to be used right here, right now. What would you wish for?
What, indeed? Would I be philanthropic and wish for world peace? (Hah, ditto the hordes of Ms Universe-wannabes.) An end to world hunger? My friends and family to be healthy & wealthy always?
Would I wish for love? Would I even wish for that someone? Would I dare wish for that someone?
How horrible it is in theory to usurp another's emotions for the satisfaction of one's own.
I know now what I would wish for. No, not her - love would lose all meaning if it ceased to be mutual. I know what you would say - 'what, you could have her and you don't want it??' I have seen girls come and girls go. Likes for someone - I don't think I could truthfully say I have felt true and sincere love - also come and go.
There is one constant, though.
I would wish that I never lose the ability to love