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Gerald

Inscribed On Tombstone:
Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker
Real Occupation: Media Student

Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist

Quotable Quotes

"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous

"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself

"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche

"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil

"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn

"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V

"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus

"God does not play dice."
- Einstein

"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov

"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin

"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai

"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane

"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres

"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut

"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque

"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare

"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes

"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu

"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith

"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl

"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd

"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill

"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch

"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean

"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

They say don't go for it.

Everything points against it ever happening.

I'm therefore wasting my time.

I should be pursuing something else instead, where my efforts will garner more results.

Sometimes I don't even know if I know what I'm doing.

When can you ever understand it's not about the effort, but rather the desire?

I would rather waste a lifetime of effort on something I want, rather than produce a smidgen of work on something I don't really desire.

And so, impasse continues.

I know I should stop, that it may be hurting more people than just me.

But when you really believe in something, you won't ever stop.



I can't help it if people want to hate me.

My only crime, as far as I'm concerned, is that I have never laboured to make myself well-liked. It's not my style.

If it means being misunderstood, so be it.

Quality over quantity, anyway.



I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow, it all adds up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high
And like Icarus, I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
To give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans
More abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) I am on my knees
(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) Broken, on my knees

All said and done, I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me
For all I am, for all you are
For what I need and what I believe, are worlds apart
And I pray

(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) I am on my knees
(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) Broken, on my knees

On my knees...


- Jars Of Clay, Worlds Apart


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
7:55 AM

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Epiphany II

At this rate of self-discovery, I oughtta be challenging for the Nobel Prize.

Alongside one of the most brutal work schedules. Ever.

Now that I look back on what I did, I wanna give myself a good kick in the nuts.

Then again, better late than never.

So much left to be done.

Then again, this time I'm not in a hurry.


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
10:51 PM

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Epiphany.

Maybe someday I'll find what I've always been looking for.

Or maybe it'll find me.

They say that things happen when you least expect them to.

I sure hope so.




So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear

'Cause I don't know
where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart

I wish that time
Could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way

'Cause I don't know
where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart...


- Corrinne May, Every Beat Of My Heart


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
5:24 AM

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Monday, August 15, 2005

Ever had the feeling of running at top speed and getting nowhere, like the proverbial mouse on a running wheel?

Sometimes, no matter how hard you try to be right, you just aren't.

Change is only a good thing when it doesn't apply to you.

It's when you realize that, after all this while, you realize you didn't truly practice what you preached.

Oh, the irony.



In some ways, the most risky, the most difficult endeavour of my two decades.

The chance of reward, so infinitesimally small.

Dare I risk all and try anyway?

What choice do I have?

When for once in your life, the realization that hits you like a brick wall and leaves you gasping; that's when you really know you want something with all your heart.

Is it almost too late to retrieve the misstep?

I hope not.

Still have my trump card left to play.

And I'm damn well going to play it.



Fate is not like the cut of a blade or the swing of an axe, but rather the myriad of paths formed when a hammer cracks ice.

Every path you have trod, every obstacle you have overcome, every danger you have faced has led you to this point.

Prove yourself, damnit.




Either I fail in the most miserable and abject of manners, or succeed beyond my wildest dreams.

No middle ground, no compromise.

And that's bloody fine with me.


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
9:32 AM

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