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Gerald

Inscribed On Tombstone:
Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker
Real Occupation: Media Student

Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist

Quotable Quotes

"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous

"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself

"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche

"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil

"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn

"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V

"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus

"God does not play dice."
- Einstein

"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov

"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin

"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai

"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane

"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres

"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut

"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque

"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare

"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes

"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu

"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith

"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl

"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd

"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill

"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch

"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean

"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Before I could go on, a presence grasped my arm.

I looked back, back into the ethereal featureless face of somebody, or something that I did not recognise and yet, I knew intimately.

The ghost of my past.

Thoughts that needed no spoken words to transmit their meanings drifted into my mind, and yet my consciousness could not discern between them and the verbal equivalent thereof.



"Please. You have to trust me."

Scepticism. "Why?"

"Because you have been down there. You know that road. You know exactly where it ends."

I hesitated.

"And I know that's not where you want to be."



It was right, of course.

I knew how this would all end, in pain and suffering.

No matter how much I might enjoy berating myself for my own shortcomings and failures, there had to be some limit to the extent my self-confidence and dignity could withstand further abuse.

Yet to give in would be to admit defeat, and to admit defeat without the proverbial fight to the death would be worse than meek submission. In a way.

What do I do?



In my mind, however, I had already made my decision. I simply had not come to terms with it yet.

Even if sometimes, we have to be steady...

I shook off the presence in my mind.

And give up the thing we want the most.

I stood before the doorway between light and dark.

Even our dreams.

Another step forward.


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
12:16 AM

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