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Gerald

Inscribed On Tombstone:
Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker
Real Occupation: Media Student

Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist

Quotable Quotes

"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous

"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself

"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche

"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil

"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn

"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V

"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus

"God does not play dice."
- Einstein

"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov

"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin

"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai

"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane

"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres

"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut

"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque

"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare

"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes

"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu

"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith

"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl

"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd

"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill

"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch

"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean

"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

I stared, not wanting to come to terms with my own sanity.

The desire, the feeling of wanting something so badly, the denial of such of a feeling for the fear of disappointment, fear of it being used against you, wanting something so bad but never expecting to receive, the slow growth of the cancer of indifference, of pretending it doesn't and never did matter, the construction of a bubbled cocoon you would never expect to leave...

I could not go back now.

I had accepted the greatest challenge of Faustian terms, and the full impact was only beginning to sink into me now.

She was right. I could have turned away, could have walked away a long time ago. But then I could never have lived with myself from that moment on.

I'm coming.

I breathed out heavily, then stepped through the rift in reality.

Hold on...



"He is brave."

"Or foolhardy, perhaps?"

"Why does he do it? He could not possibly hope to triumph..."

"He does it because he must."

All eyes turned to look at the head of the table.

"He does what he does because for him, there is no other choice. He is not selfless because of an imagined reward at the end of the road. He is not selfless because he is part of a greater entity that will ensure his salvation. He is selfless because he is selfless, with all to lose, and nothing to gain. Some of you would undoubtedly call this foolishness."

A pause. "But I would call it love."

"He could be very useful to us."

"Indeed." Wryly, "If he survives."



Mary belongs to the words of a song
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(She is the one), and I have to fight this,
(She is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
The city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her
Everything's small on the ground below, down below
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(She is the one), and I will be haunted,
(She is the one), this gift is my curse for now

I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you

I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you

Fight on for you, fight on for you


- Yellowcard, Gifts And Curses


Runnin' away, you can't pretend...
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