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Gerald

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Born: New Year's Eve, 1983
Location: SkateTown
Occupation: Incorrigible Slacker
Real Occupation: Media Student

Herein lies a...
Die-hard romantic
Tireless advice-giver
Certified gun-nut
Lazy-ass whore
Loyalist to a fault
Parody-lover
Electronic Entertainment Enthusiast
Football Fanatic
Conspiracy-theorist Crackpot
Wordsmith
Unrealistic idealist
Self-righteous moralist
Born individualist
Former atheist
Penchant for the melodramatic
Sentimentalist

Quotable Quotes

"Soon the reason is gone, and all that is left is the feeling itself..."
- Anonymous

"The thrill is in the hunt."
- Myself

"Even the strongest have their moments of fatigue."
- Nietzsche

"Fortune favours the bold."
- Virgil

"It is but a shadow and a flicker that you love..."
- Aragorn

"Beneath this mask is an idea... and ideas are bulletproof."
- V

"I have dreamed a dream... but now that dream has gone from me."
- Morpheus

"God does not play dice."
- Einstein

"Einstein would turn over in his grave. Not only does God play dice, the dice are loaded."
- Academician Prokhor Zhakarov

"When you kill one, it is a tragedy. When you kill ten million, it is a statistic."
- Stalin

"In one dimension I find existence, in two I find life, but in three, I find freedom."
- Foreman Domai

"You see, people believe what the media tells them to believe. And I tell the media what to believe."
- Kane

"Optimists and pessimists die the same way. Optimists just live differently."
- Shimon Peres

"Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!"
- David G. Farragut

"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."
- David Levesque

"Music... the language to stir the hearts of men."
- Shakespeare

"A man always finds it hard to accept he has lost a woman's love, no matter how badly he may have treated her."
- Sherlock Holmes

"He who attacks where his enemy does not know how to defend, will be victorious."
- Sun Tzu

"Without purpose, we would not exist."
- Agent Smith

"I know guys like you, you can do any terrifying thing you're ordered to do... but you have to do it running."
- Carl

"History has been one long series of conspiracies... the successful ones, we call governments."
- Stanton Dowd

"The empires of the future are the empires of the mind."
- Winston Churchill

"One thing is true of all governments... the most reliable records are tax records."
- Eric Finch

"When a guy sleeps around, he's a player. When a girl does, she's a slut."
- Sean

"A person is smart. People are dumb, stupid & panicky, and you know it."
- K.

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

The howling wind only made the barren landscape seem even bleaker. Somebody dropped a rifle.

"Steady!" The fear in the massed ranks in front me was palpable to the point where one could almost taste it, a bitter gorge rising from the nameless depths of apprehension.

I had to reassure them. "You are Marines! You are elite! No matter what comes through that hole you WILL stand your ground!"

The rustling in the background grew louder even as the massive crevice began to rattle ominously, loose dirt spilling into the ground.

Then it happened.

Without warning, a cluster of gigantic worm-like appendages spilled out from the dark pit, their enormous size only matched by the utter lack of noise as they moved. As I watched, more continued to pour forth, seemingly unchecked.

There was only the briefest of pauses in the ever-growing torrent before the worms charged straight for our position, surging forward as one body.

"Draw weapons!" I yelled. The clatter of automatic rifles, heavy machine-guns and other military ordance being hauled into firing position was frighteningly loud. "Fire only on my command!"

Despite their brave demeanour, I could sense that they were close to breaking point, for they had never seen such a menacingly sinister enemy in ther relatively-youthful lives.

"Steadyyyyy!"

Abruptly, someone discharged a weapon, which was instantly followed by a few more loud reports before I could reinforce my order. "Hold your fire, goddamnit!"

Closer and closer the giant worms came. Now that I had a clearer view, I could see that they vaguely resembled giant earthworms, only a million times larger. I raised my own rifle, taking steady aim at the incoming flood.

They were almost upon us now...

"OPEN FIRE!!" I screamed, convulsively squeezing the trigger simultaneously.

All along the line, automatic weapons began a steady hammering, punctuated only by the rhythmic thumping of grenade launchers. The fusillade of bullets scored ichor-filled streaks on the worms, literally tearing them apart under the brunt of such of an onslaught. Here a worm twisted away in its death throes, spiralling spasmodically as gore spewed out over the dusty earth, there a worm simply disintegrated, flaps of what passed for its skin flung over obscene distances.

Against such a savage hail of death, the worms fell back like corn stalks before the reaper, my men cutting them down without mercy. The first wave faltered, but the second was quick to take their place, then another, and another. Then I glimpsed a new and even greater threat.

I turned around. "Jackson!"

"Sir!"

"Concentrate on those spawners. Take them out as they appear, got it?" The youth nodded. "Now get in there and show me some fire discipline!"

Armed with a .50 cal Barrett M82 equipped for taking out the likes of vehicles, Jackson had a heavy responsibility to prevent the spawners from boring more holes into the ground back into the underground caverns where the worms originated, or else we would inevitably be overrun.

"Hotel-6, this is Juliet 4-Niner at the Arkaidan Outpost, requesting immediate Close Air Support. Grid, H-0-5-N-18, over." Samuels was at the radio, unfazed in spite of the fact that backup was not forthcoming.

The billowing crack of the Barrett echoed repeatedly throughout the plain, the young sniper operating with an ice-cool confidence I could only secretly admire.

"Juliet 4-Niner, this is Hotel-6. Last message unclear. Say again, over."

Samuels repeated his request.

"Juliet 4-Niner, be advised, we cannot send Air Support so soon."

"Hotel-6, any fix on ETA of Air Support?"

"Juliet 4-Niner, they'll be on your location, thirty minutes."

"Hotel-6, is there any way they'll get here faster? We could really use some help right about now, over."

"Juliet 4-Niner, that's a negative, they'll be flying through some really bad weather. Sit tight. Over and out."

Shit.

The guns kept firing and the bodies kept piling up. But the press of worms from behind was too great, and as I watched, one especially swift worm reared up, about to pounce upon the barricade. Before anyone could react it crashed down upon the foremost defenders. A toothless gap appeared and five men were devoured at a stroke before an incendiary grenade could end its intrusion.

The worm leapt off the ground as if stung by a massive electrical shock, its body a mass of lurid flames. However, before it could reach terra firma again, a single shot rang out, a watermelon-sized wound appearing in its maw. The worm thrashed about in its death throes for a few more seconds before finally succumbing to its fate.

I glanced back at Jackson, seemingly as implacable as ever.

But stunned at the ferocity of such an assault, there was a momentary lull in the barrage of lead, and the worms swarmed ever nearer.

"Pull yourself together, Marines! Don't let them get through!!"

"Sir, we're gonna get fucking killed!" someone yelled.

"I'll fucking shoot you if you don't keep firing! Now FIRE, GODDAMNIT!"

Despite my candour, the young man was right. We were about to be overrun. But if we had to perish here, I'd rather my men die with their fingers still held on their triggers.

We needed a miracle.

Any miracle.


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Monday, June 26, 2006

I Am David - Anne Holm

"All suffering has an end, David, if only you wait long enough. Try to remember that. Sorrow has its life just like people. Sorrow is born and lives and dies. And when it's dead and gone, someone's left behind to remember it. Exactly like people."



Truer words were never spoken.



I finally surrended my hold on the past, my ghosts releasing me from their haunting. Up above, the stars glittered like satin on black velvet, at once a prelude and an epilogue of so much gone by and so much yet to come.


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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Well the second half kicks off, with or without my approval. I haven't made any changes yet, because I still think that the guys I have out there have enough quality to turn this match around.

However, I have changed from a 3-4-3 formation to 3-1-4-2 formation, swapping men around so that effectively I sacrifice an forward slot for a sweeper, who is currently patrolling in front my back four.

Despite my instinctive desire to do so, I've had to rein in my attacking instincts, because I know biding my time is more important now. I'd love to aim for an instant reduction in the deficit, but my opponent knows that too, and there's nothing to kill off my chances quicker than being caught on the break.

How am I going to score goals, you wonder? Truth be told, I honestly don't know, either. That's right, I have no idea how I'm going to claw my way back into this match. However I do know one adage taught to me by an old friend: patience and faith.

Faith is the essence of believing in something without having any reason whatsoever to do so. I guess that makes me a very faithful man right now.

But before I can even sit my reluctant ass in the dugout, I'm on my feet again as my playmaker slips a scything pass through their static defence. However, just as my striker is about to bear down on it, the 'keeper manages to run over and hammer the ball away for a throw-in.

Wow. And here I was thinking it would be an excruciatingly boring second half.

Stay tuned.



Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Hurry I'm fallin'


- Nickelback, Savin' Me


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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

So the second half is about to begin and I'm dreading the walk out of the dressing room, the referee's whistle as play is about to be resumed. I'm 3-0 down, no surprise there because of some schoolboy errors in the first half, as well as too much ball-watching and not enough off-the-ball running.

The closest I came to a goal in the previous 45 mins was a shot unexpectedly deflecting off a defender into the net, but before I could celebrate it turns out I was off-side. I hate always being off-side.

The good news is that I still have all my 3 substitutes, so I can adjust my play as needed. I have 2 options. I can choose to sit back, pull my men behind the ball and lock up my goal to prevent a white-wash. I'm reasonably confident I can avoid conceding any more goals, but that will mean I won't score any, either.

Or I can throw everyone forward in a gung-ho attempt to pull that one crucial goal back that will greatly inspire my guys, and maybe, just maybe, enough to do a Liverpool. On the other hand, if I fail, if I end up on the wrong side of a double-digit score, the shame will be that much worse.

At least I've learnt from my mistakes. Being over-awed by my opponents in the first half, I ended up hitting the long ball every time, simply hoping that my strikers would somehow profit from them. No such luck. With my midfielders making too many solo runs, it was no wonder I always lost the ball to the other team. That won't be happening again in the second half.

Despite the depressing scoreline, patience is the name of the game: knowing when to go for the killer blow, just when your opponent's concentration slips for that one vital instant. The most ironic thing I've learnt is that more often than not, it is the mistakes my opponents make, rather than any individual moments of brillance, that make or break the game - IF I can capitalise on those errors.

What do I do?

Advice, please.


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Sunday, June 11, 2006

It is done.

There can be no turning back now.

May there be mercy for our sins.


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Sunday, June 04, 2006

"He did it. He-"

"Yes."

"But it's not possible!"

"What? That we believed a man such as he would inevitably back down? My brothers, you place too little faith in the persuasiveness of the fear of shame."

As one, the dual rows of seated cloaks grew silent.

The voice at the head of the oak table continued its steady monotone.

"A single act has set in motion a series of events that will soon escalate and destroy the fragile truce we have upheld for many millenia - the consequences of which we dare not imagine, much less predict."

"We must act swiftly."

A voice of caution. "The Exile will soon begin to realise the potential of its dormant powers."

"It has already begun." Anxious whispers filled the gloom. "It is the risk we all took."

"What of the human male?"

"It is but a matter of time before he regresses again. His facade cannot last forever. And when it fails..." A gloved hand balled itself into a fist as the authoritative voice continued, "I will break him."


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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Behold the culmination of your history.

Witness the dawn of a second renaissance.

See what inevitability has wrought upon your world.



And just when I thought it was all over, the shadows of my past caught up with me; they greeted me, mocked me, sang in my ear the songs of a thousand struggles.



I cannot fail them now.

I cannot fail myself now.

I cannot fail her now.



The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide


- Howie Day, Collide


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